Menghadapi exam seperti seorang manusia

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Menghadapi exam seperti seorang manusia? Why the "whadda..?" title? Habis, takkan menghadapi exam seperti seekor arnab putih kemerah-merahan kut?

Fuhh, taking a break from reading topan (read: topographical anatomy) and on my way to reading ENT (read: Ears, Nose, Throat), I stop to aknowledge and embrace what I'm feeling right now. Yup, it's that feeling again. Unloved. As I've written in my much earlier post, I've already found the solution to this - so now I work and live to be loved by Allah. Hmmm...curious..why the sudden pang of that uninvited but abrupt manifestation of emotion??

The key to the answer: Jom MUHASABAH DIRI.

Muhasabah, muhasabah...jom muhasabah...

Hmmm...tertarik dengan soalan an akh posted in a group shared by muslims in my locality: " apa maksud study kerana Allah?"
Lebih tertarik dengan jawapan by a  friend of mine, which wasn't actually answering the question, but still...he said that ramai yg pada awal2nya niat suci study kerana Allah but the closer one gets to exam, niat tu tertukar ke niat study utk lulus, pengharapan pon sungguh spya lulus...

Maybe dengan head-on menghadapai cabaran menghabiskan notes utk beratus-ratus soalan membuatkan kita terlupa the reason why we're studying in the first place. Sounds familiar? It does to me. It's a reality to thousands of students out there. Alhamdulillah, the people around me circulates reminders that wake people up. What we can do? Wake up and repent. Catch yourself before you fall any further. Always refresh your niat again and again.

So, study fillah? insyaAllah! mari mencari makna dalam kehidupan kita yang biasa dan jadikan ia luarbiasa =)

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah [emahaman kami, kuatkanlah ingatan kami, lancarkanlah lisan, jadikanlah kami muslimah doktor yang berjaya di dunia dan akhirat..ameen.

Dengan lafaz bismillah, aku memulakan pembacaan notes ENT...107 soalan...YOSH~!!